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Reflections on My Retreat Experience

Hey beautiful supporters,

I hope this message finds you well. It's been nearly a week since the end of the retreat, and I've had some time to reflect and readjust back to the real world. This retreat was a huge…

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Retreat Update: Day Four

Dear Wonderful Supporters,

I wanted to share some profound experiences from the retreat with all of you. Yesterday was a day of significant growth and multiple breakthroughs for me, and I'm filled with gratitude for the support that has brought…

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Retreat Update: Day Three

Dear Supporters,

I wanted to share an incredible experience from yesterday at the retreat. We spent the day allowing ourselves to dream of a future where we are truly realized and fully functioning as our highest selves, without getting bogged…

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Retreat Update: Day Two

Hi wonderful supporters,

I wanted to share another update from the retreat, along with a photo of me and some of my fellow retreaters hanging out in the kitchen of this beautiful mansion.

Yesterday was a challenging yet incredibly important…

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Retreat Update: Day One

Hello Everyone,

I wanted to share an update from my journey at the retreat, along with a photo from my refreshing morning walk.

Recap of Yesterday:

My day started with a carpool from NYC to the retreat in Wawarsing, NY…

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GoFundMe Update and Livestream Announcement

Hey there, Wonderful Supporters!

I hope you're all doing fantastic! First off, I just want to send a massive thank you to each and every one of you for being so incredibly awesome and supportive. Your generosity has truly blown…

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Announcing My GoFundMe Campaign: A Personal Journey

Hey everyone,

I'm thrilled to share a deeply personal journey with you. For over 25 years, I've been living my dream as an independent singer-songwriter, releasing albums, performing, and navigating the intricate dance between creativity and business. Along the way…

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Brothers & Music

There's something truly special about the bond between siblings, and when music weaves its way into that relationship, it becomes even more extraordinary. I recently had the pleasure of sharing a few incredible days with my brother, Lloyd, here in…

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Resting at the Summit: David Hansen 

One of the most cherished moments of my recent years was spending an afternoon with David Hansen, working on a song about his hometown. David was an incredibly humble and gifted individual, and it was an honor to create something…

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2022 predictions vs. reality

Last year I made some predictions about my 2022 and promised to revisit them at the end of the year to see what came to fruition and what fell by the wayside.

Here are my 2022 self-predictions followed by…

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Birthday weekend at Yosemite National Park


Hello! Thank you so much for all the birthday wishes. I really enjoyed reading all the Facebook comments and messages. Marie gifted me with a weekend in Yosemite National Park. Here are some of the highlights from our weekend.

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Neil Young Archives

Neil Young is one of my favorite recording artists. It started for me back in 2002, when I was living in Minneapolis. One of my favorite rituals, after any rainstorm, was to walk to the record store down the street…

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Meet Leo

Meet Leo Benson Schembri-Hoshaw! He is 4.5 month old Terrier/Chihuahua mix. Two weeks ago we brought him to his forever home from the Tuolumne County Humane Society.

He loves to cuddle and his personality is very sweet and loving. We're…

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10 Self-predictions for 2022

Here are my predictions for the year ahead.

2022 Self-predictions

  1. I will be more visible and accessible through monthly livestreams, monthly email newsletters and bi-weekly blog posts.
  2. I will start a local songwriting club to support and encourage others.
  3. I…
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Unsolicited Advice

The other day, I was stopped on the street by an acquaintance. We politely chatted about their home renovation project and how my post office job was going. Then they asked "What about your music?" I explained how the performances…

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Unearthing old notebooks

I recently unpacked my large blue tote filled with old notebooks from the closet and decided I would begin the herculean task of archiving and indexing each notebook. This project will most likely take years, but already after going…

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